DUH!!

Okay so sometimes I am not the brightest person in the world. I have what we call 'Jessica Simpson' moments. And sometimes I just blurt out what is on my mind. The guys at work say sometimes I give out a little too much information and sometimes I ask really silly questions. But it's me and I love it. Anyways, I have been trying to think of a web page that is all mine where I can blog. This is what Keith came up with:

www.uh-man-duh.com

Do you think this is insulting???
Or funny???

Wedding Jitters

I think me and Derek both are getting the pre-wedding jitters. He has been acting a little strange lately so I asked him if he is getting nervous about the wedding. He said no...and the preceeded to say, well not any more nrevous than anyone else probably gets. It was very cute! Derek never lets his emotions show (besides his love for me) , but if he is upset, nervous, scared ect., he never lets on to it. Sometimes it is cute to see him vulnerable!
I think we are both just getting nervous because getting married is a HUGE deal. Well, for us anyways. We are taking this very serious, not like the famous people that get married knowing that they can just get a divorce if it doesn't work out. And I think we are both noticing little quirks about each other...Oh well!! We will get through it all.
I am very excited and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him!!!

Starting Fresh

I am thinking about having my blog on my own webpage. My bosses are computer wizards and are willing to help me out!! Here are a couple names that I am thinking about. Please let me know what you think:

LostInMyOwnWorld.com
AlwaysDrama.com
ChaoticChica.com
FullofThoughts.

Help me out here guys!!!
Oh and it can't be a URL that is already taken!

Son of a Nutcracker

Silly title, I know. Now let me explain. Everyday I get to work at 8:00...(well mostly), then my co-worker Sue usual gets here at about 9-10 and ends up staying later. Everyday that she comes in she has to play what we call the snowball game. She plays it until she wins. Now go to this site and you will know why I named this post 'Son of a nutcracker'. I hear this phrase every day.
http://www.elfmovie.com/swf/snowball_fight/index.html

Freaking Out

Okay so it is officially 1 month and 3 days until the wedding...I am FREAKING OUT. I don't have what they call 'cold feet'. I'm not freaking out about marrying Derek. I know this is what I want to do and who I want to be with forever. I'm freaking out about the actual wedding day and how things are going to go. Now I know that something is going to go wrong so it's not so much that. I think it's the fact that everyone is going to be staring at me and the thought of that just makes me really nervous!
Derek is being very sweet about it. He keeps telling me how excited he is and how he can't wait til the day. From him that is awesome to here. He's not much of an emotional guy, if you know what I mean.
All in all (except for my little freak outs now and again) things are coming together. I know now why they have honeymoons. Not just so the couple can be together alone for awhile, but because you have got to get away and relax after all of the stress and commotion.