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Money

Money is seriously the root of all evil. It is the mail thing that me and my new husband fight about. It stressed me out to much!! What do you do when you have more going out then coming in????

Oh to be 5 again!! You don't have the worries and stressed of adults. I know that we didn't have much money growing up, but as kids we never knew that. We had everything we wanted. And the best thing was our huge family. Being around them was so much better than getting a new toy to play with by yourself. Well I suppose I can daydream about that for a bit to get my mind off of money!!

DUH!!

Okay so sometimes I am not the brightest person in the world. I have what we call 'Jessica Simpson' moments. And sometimes I just blurt out what is on my mind. The guys at work say sometimes I give out a little too much information and sometimes I ask really silly questions. But it's me and I love it. Anyways, I have been trying to think of a web page that is all mine where I can blog. This is what Keith came up with:

www.uh-man-duh.com

Do you think this is insulting???
Or funny???

Wedding Jitters

I think me and Derek both are getting the pre-wedding jitters. He has been acting a little strange lately so I asked him if he is getting nervous about the wedding. He said no...and the preceeded to say, well not any more nrevous than anyone else probably gets. It was very cute! Derek never lets his emotions show (besides his love for me) , but if he is upset, nervous, scared ect., he never lets on to it. Sometimes it is cute to see him vulnerable!
I think we are both just getting nervous because getting married is a HUGE deal. Well, for us anyways. We are taking this very serious, not like the famous people that get married knowing that they can just get a divorce if it doesn't work out. And I think we are both noticing little quirks about each other...Oh well!! We will get through it all.
I am very excited and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him!!!

Starting Fresh

I am thinking about having my blog on my own webpage. My bosses are computer wizards and are willing to help me out!! Here are a couple names that I am thinking about. Please let me know what you think:

LostInMyOwnWorld.com
AlwaysDrama.com
ChaoticChica.com
FullofThoughts.

Help me out here guys!!!
Oh and it can't be a URL that is already taken!

Son of a Nutcracker

Silly title, I know. Now let me explain. Everyday I get to work at 8:00...(well mostly), then my co-worker Sue usual gets here at about 9-10 and ends up staying later. Everyday that she comes in she has to play what we call the snowball game. She plays it until she wins. Now go to this site and you will know why I named this post 'Son of a nutcracker'. I hear this phrase every day.
http://www.elfmovie.com/swf/snowball_fight/index.html

Freaking Out

Okay so it is officially 1 month and 3 days until the wedding...I am FREAKING OUT. I don't have what they call 'cold feet'. I'm not freaking out about marrying Derek. I know this is what I want to do and who I want to be with forever. I'm freaking out about the actual wedding day and how things are going to go. Now I know that something is going to go wrong so it's not so much that. I think it's the fact that everyone is going to be staring at me and the thought of that just makes me really nervous!
Derek is being very sweet about it. He keeps telling me how excited he is and how he can't wait til the day. From him that is awesome to here. He's not much of an emotional guy, if you know what I mean.
All in all (except for my little freak outs now and again) things are coming together. I know now why they have honeymoons. Not just so the couple can be together alone for awhile, but because you have got to get away and relax after all of the stress and commotion.

Aloha!!

I haven't posted in awhile so I thought I would...

Last weekend was my wedding shower. It went awesome. It had a Hawaiin theme. My grandma and aunts did a GREAT job decorating it. I couldn't believe how many people showed up. It was great. We played silly wedding shower games like The newlywed game and guess the spices game.
Me and Derek got a lot of great things.
On to the next step...getting thank you cards and sending them out!!!

Also this weekend I go get fitted for my wedding dress. It has been in for about 3 weeks, but I haven't had a chance to go get fitted. I'm very excited. We are also going to purchase my veil!! Things are finally coming along.

I got to thinking this weekend. I was very nervous on the way to the shower. I'm not quite sure why. I t hink it might be because I knew all the attention was going to be on me. I used to crave that, but not anymore. What in the heck am I going to do on the wedding day. If I was nervous for the shower I'm going to be going CRAZY the day of the wedding. I told my maid of honor that she is going to have to keep me busy all day so I am not thinking to much about details.

Wish me luck!!!

Classes have started!

So this is the first week of class since I have been back to school. I took about a year and a half off. Don't ask me why I can't remember. I think time kinda got away from me. Every semester that you aren't going just makes it easier to not go back. But anyways I decided to go back even though I will have finals the week before my wedding. I am only taking two classes though. I thought I would start back kinda slow. I am taking a math class on Tuesdays and Thusday in the middle of the afternoon. I have to leave work and come back. Which kind of sucks because then I have to stay till 6:30 or 7 depending on how long it takes me to get back to work. Math has never been an easy subject for me, but this year there is a plus!! I have a young, kinda cute math teacher. I think he's 24. He is right out of College. So he will keep things interesting. At least I know I won't miss a class. That and also knowing that I can leave work will make me go to class also. It will be the coming back to work that will suck.

My other class is psychology. I am taking this class online. It is mu forst online class and so far I enjoy it. The first half of the class should be very easy for me consindering I have taking the first half of the class two times before. I always ended up droping it for a reason. Anyways...it oughta be fun having an online class. I thought it was going to be way easy, but you actually have to READ the chapter and set aside time to study. Anyways I have a pretty positive outlook on it right now. Now let's wait and see how I feel when the wedding and getting closer and I have a million and one things to do, plus school.

WISH ME LUCK!!!

BSB

For those of you who do not know, BSB is an abbreviation for Backstreet Boys. Okay so I used to be a huge, huge BSB fan!! Me and Jen(I know you are reading this and rememebering all of our crazy BSB memories) and Lyndsay were crazed when it came to them. In fact I think I spent about a total of 350 of tickets in one year. I went to 3 of the same concerts. Anyways the reason that I brought all of this up is because my mom get me the newest BSB CD for Christmas. And guess what...I LOVE IT!! It's sad I know. I am 21 years old and engaged and this CD is bringing me back to my obsessed days!! And I am thinking again how hot AJ is and how much I would love to............................

Oops sorry I couldn't control myself there!!! So if you are a closet BSB fan(again) then maybe we should start a support group(really just a group where we all get together and secretly gush about the BSB)!!!